Sora did great today and we tried to hold her twice in one day but she had a tough time the first hold and got a little cold. I then cried for about two hours. It is so strange how some days she is doing really well but then something little happens like that and I loose it. I knew she was fine but I love holding her and usually she loves being held. She didn’t today or something was off and then it broke my heart. I need to be with her just as much if not more than she needs me right now. Hopefully tomorrow goes better.